Took my art paper ytd and went to Liao’s house.
He taught me how to cook.
And so I did.
Cooked for his family. (It’s a pass grade ok?)
Home about 9.30pm and quarreled with Pops and Moms.
Gdbye.
Second chance
Parents are parents. Why don’t you just let go and let me do what I want to? You always tell me it’s for my own good, my future and shits like that. But have you ever thought if this is really what I wanted? I’m not happy, at all. I’m not a ball you guys girve birth to and boss me all around. I have my own life. Don’t tell me I was in you for 10 freakin months (familiar ey? mums always say that) I do know ok? Hell, I do study science and I got a B for my CME. I know what is right and wrong, but sometimes I just choose to do the wrong things. I have a mind of my own, you can’t expect me to think your way. In fact, you can never expect me to.
Can’t stand the way you guys tie me. One day I’ll break free. And when that day comes, no amount of your tears would bring me home.
Blamed because Pops and Mom quarreled (over me), blamed when Moms gets angry and leaves home, blamed for every little thing that happens at home. Blame Moms la, for being weak and all. So who’s to blamed if I leave home one day, no one but myself. (it’s true)
If breaking the family is all you think abt, then go ahead. I don’t feel a sense of belonging here anymore. I’m starting to hate coming home, hate talking to you, hate myself.
Letting go is giving a second chance.
Love can touch us one time and last for a life time.
2 more papers.
Ele came after school, followed by Liao.
Watched Rugrats Go Wild, Finding Nemo and Hotshot with Ele.
Liao came, sent me to Aunt’s before going home.
Physics tmr, wish me luck.
Gdbye!
BUT
you told me that you may not love me forever but i will still smile because i am crazily loving you and only you. if there will be the day that you will leave i will only smile and wish you all the best!smiles always!
4 papers down, 4 more to go. talking to boyf over the phone right now. mathematics and social studies tmr. how am I going to pass my exams like this?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? fuck. what’s gonna happen to me next time man!?!? enough of this stupid ramblings. goodnight and goodbye people!! :D
Life’s bad.
7 more papers to go and I’ll be free.
Studying for Geography now.
Mr toh is nagging at me like a mad cow.
Brain memory low.
I CANT FUCKING CONCENTRATE.
FUCK YOU COMPUTER, FUCK YOU HARD.
bye.
Blessed.
HAHAHAHA!
Bby’s eye is swollen.
Went to his house after my English papers.
Aw miannn, EL is difficult.
Kill me, someone.
I don’t wanna ever love another.
Have been meeting ahliao for like practically everyday.
Half-way thru EL homework, but not gonna continue.
Hope school ends early tmr.
Thursday will be El p1 and 2,
followed by CL p1 and 2 on Friday.
Talking to ahliao right now.
Gdbye.
